Defeat – easy to take, “repeating pattern” is, exhausting.
But, good news! Your situation will change for better.
If you dig deep enough, you’ll most likely find, the same pattern keep repeating, no matter, where you go. I mean, the same demanding Boss, or selfish friends, or ignoring partners…(poor earnings!) and so on. It is a huge disappointment.
With defeat, it’s different. Once defeated, you go further. It’s not a permanent condition. Now, look for ways to break-free. Do the necessary work. Or, get the outside help. And take that, weight of the world, off your shoulders.